Differences between The Mars and Venus

I love to dance. I love parties. I love free hugs. I love cuddles and kisses. I love pot. I love discos. I love Jack. I love pretty V. High love for Mrs. Hen. I love trance. I love crowds. I can shuffle (definitely i am). I love rock. I love goth. I love HIM. I love reggae. I love rockstars. I love guitarist I love mr. dreadlock. I love my best friend. I love my imaginary BF. The intimacy hmm, love it all. And I loved you’s. I just love everything that you do.

It looks like the time has won over the year. Too fast. Too fast. I can’t get enough more time. Year by year; day by day; hour by hour; minutes and seconds gone by in a blink of eyes. Yes, I admit that I am growing older, getting higher and a little bit wiser and I am losing interest. I’ve been everywhere. I’ve been in everything. What else should I do? I’m not going back to my ignorant years. This is for sure.

And I am tired to please everyone. Let alone myself. Sit and stink. Think and sink. I shall not plead you to understand me. I want you to understand what I am for? It is good enough if you know me better. Can you feel the vibe? If you love me for my body, I shall not satisfy for your needs. I adore you if you love me the way I am. Selfish or not, to pot or to pop, it is not about the differences between us. You may draw the lines, even I can draw more lines but it is all about my selfishness.

I can be whatever you want me to be. What ever it takes. It’s just that I am a selfish Jean.

Ling, i'll love you anyways even if you are so stinks!!

Help!!

writer's blockage!! help!! i need idea to keep on crapping, yo!

what is your fucking problem?

i just said that you are my friend but that does not mean that i am your follower!

the comeback, kid

he called me again. i dont know why. out of sudden. just after the many months and i did forgot his existancy. he's the forgotten one, that's all i could say. he just called in to say he's available now. and what does he meant by that? and why he pick me? after the premade lovestory he told everyone. and believe me when i say YOU'RE NOT INVITED!! so long december!!

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how much time do we need to live?

how much money do we need to earn a living?

how much effort to satisfy oneself greed?

no matter how much effort you put in,

no matter how long you work through,

it cant be enough for everyone.

holga 135, yellow litos

jaja and sabiqa.
litos first roll







quite scarry
holga 135BC
ektachrome elite expired '97







pinky and lancer wannabe. good match?
holga 135BC
ektachrome elite: expired 97





castle in the sky
holga 135BC
ektachrome elite: expired 97








anis and suria
litos first roll




i will be posting more pictures in my facebook!

bang bang i shot you down part ii

wallawey. seriously i fell in love with lomolitos. the camera looks so, so cute. it is disposable camera with colored filter. and of course, it is a film one and it use 35mm film format. and i bought the yellow one. guess what! the camera has a small but loud flash. seriusly.

a few weeks ago, i went to a CS gathering at William, SS2. i met Maija, Kak Ros, Sabiqa, Sorayya, Mun and 3 backpackers from Poland and US. this is my first time joining any gatherings after the last one, 8 years ago. i thought i'll be like so quiet since i am very shy type person. those loverley people kept me laughing out loud. they were so warm and i feel like i've known them for 10 years. so i brought along my lomo cams holga135BC and my dear lomolitos. at first, they all laughed at my lomocams. i dont feel offensed by that. because they dont know what my little, cute litos camera could do. so i let them play with it. guess what!! sorayya love with litos already!! the yellow flash! she's going to buy one litos just after showed her my pictures.

oh my~~ how could i forget to go and develop those films. i've got 3 rolls now and needed to be developed. hopefully, i'll manage to do it by this weekend. i cant wait the results~~

go go yellow litos!!