Sunday, November 29, 2009

I heard this song this mid-morning while i was driving. And it reminisce me sometime.
well, there is somebody actually dedicated this song to me. Yerp! After Midnight by Yuna. What the hack..anyway..enjoy the song...


From LYRICSMODE.COM lyrics archive
Lyrics | Yuna lyrics - After Midnight lyrics

After midnight I shall kidnap you from the world
And I'll keep you in my room
Hush now my love and hold my hand
After midnight I shall take you to a place
Where no one else should know of
Hush now my love and hold my hand

You are exactly where you supposed to be
And if they come for you
They would have to find me

Stay
Keep me awake
Keep me amazed
Only for today
Keep me dazed
My love is yours only

After midnight
I shall stay awake
And if you chose to close your eyes now
Hush now my love
I'll watch you sleep

You are exactly where you supposed to be
And if they come for you
They would have to find me

Stay
Keep me awake
Keep me amazed
Only for today
Keep me dazed
My love is yours only

Stay
Keep me awake
Keep me amazed
Only for today
Keep me dazed
My love is yours only

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Differences between The Mars and Venus

I love to dance. I love parties. I love free hugs. I love cuddles and kisses. I love pot. I love discos. I love Jack. I love pretty V. High love for Mrs. Hen. I love trance. I love crowds. I can shuffle (definitely i am). I love rock. I love goth. I love HIM. I love reggae. I love rockstars. I love guitarist I love mr. dreadlock. I love my best friend. I love my imaginary BF. The intimacy hmm, love it all. And I loved you’s. I just love everything that you do.


It looks like the time has won over the year. Too fast. Too fast. I can’t get enough more time. Year by year; day by day; hour by hour; minutes and seconds gone by in a blink of eyes. Yes, I admit that I am growing older, getting higher and a little bit wiser and I am losing interest. I’ve been everywhere. I’ve been in everything. What else should I do? I’m not going back to my ignorant years. This is for sure.


And I am tired to please everyone. Let alone myself. Sit and stink. Think and sink. I shall not plead you to understand me. I want you to understand what I am for? It is good enough if you know me better. Can you feel the vibe? If you love me for my body, I shall not satisfy for your needs. I adore you if you love me the way I am. Selfish or not, to pot or to pop, it is not about the differences between us. You may draw the lines, even I can draw more lines but it is all about my selfishness.


I can be whatever you want me to be. What ever it takes. It’s just that I am a selfish Jean.


Ling, i'll love you anyways even if you are so stinks!!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Help!!

writer's blockage!! help!! i need idea to keep on crapping, yo!

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

what is your fucking problem?

i just said that you are my friend but that does not mean that i am your follower!

Friday, July 10, 2009

the comeback, kid

he called me again. i dont know why. out of sudden. just after the many months and i did forgot his existancy. he's the forgotten one, that's all i could say. he just called in to say he's available now. and what does he meant by that? and why he pick me? after the premade lovestory he told everyone. and believe me when i say YOU'RE NOT INVITED!! so long december!!

Monday, July 6, 2009

untitled

how much time do we need to live?

how much money do we need to earn a living?

how much effort to satisfy oneself greed?

no matter how much effort you put in,

no matter how long you work through,

it cant be enough for everyone.




Sunday, June 21, 2009

holga 135, yellow litos



jaja and sabiqa.
litos first roll







quite scarry
holga 135BC
ektachrome elite expired '97







pinky and lancer wannabe. good match?
holga 135BC
ektachrome elite: expired 97





castle in the sky
holga 135BC
ektachrome elite: expired 97








anis and suria
litos first roll




i will be posting more pictures in my facebook!