bang bang i shot you down

yeah!! finally, i received my mr. holga today! after so long tried to buy one of the great lomo camera. i think i've sit here in my cubicle for a few hours just to read the manual. and there goes the photography terms ie: shutter speed which is means the sound of the shutter. eh do i get it right or not eh? lol anyway, im so glad that my dear friend Adli was so supportive and he would help me with those terms. thank you yeah but what the hack with those terms. dont think, just shoot. and i bought another lomo cam but this one not really sounds so serius: Lomolitos. and i really hope i will get it by this weekend. cant wait for it.

and then again...

f*ck!!! they finally block all community services and blogs. i just feel like to close accounts to everything. and that's it.

earth hour 2009

earth hour. i really love the anthem IN THE DARK WE LOOK THE SAME. and yeah i really support this event. and i participated in the CSR: EARTH HOUR at my office. we just happily sent out the flyers. the lady assigned me to post out the flyers around the housing area taman desa. mostly are chinese residents. and they had dogs. and i really hate dogs!!! furly and barking things!! and fierce too lol. i was with this girl (blue tudung) just slipped in the flyers at car wipers. hik hik. kind of cheating right? but im not going to let the dogs bite me okay! well, thats the least i could do for the earth hour 2009. what do you contribute for this event?

so i was out on saturday. i went to KLCC. i had a small transaction there. this guy bought two rolls of expired Kodak Ektachrome from me. i charged him RM5 per roll. i know its wasting my time and effort. from PJ to KLCC. with scooter plus the heavy rain. not worth it at all. but then, apart from the waste, i've enjoyed the evening. waiting the rain to stop. my pants all wet. too bad, no rainbows. sob sob i reached KLCC around 530 something. poor guy. he had to wait for me a few hours. because he dont let me call him. so i cant do much on setting the time. i went straight to see him in front of Topshop. he was there with some girlfriend. i just passed him the film, got my money and i tschau lorr. and i was like WALLA klcc hik hik i've never been there for ages. almost like i dont know. a few years maybe. im so comfy in subang and i dont want to get out from subang. unless my mom sells her house so i have to get out or even if she chase me out lol. all the while, i saw a quite a numbers wearing the earth hour shirt. a couple here and there. cute actually. i just wandering where they got that shirt huh? WWF? maybe? so i just waited there untill 8.30. sitting outside facing the Twin Tower. eating the pretzel. so delicious. it was 8.29pm and the people over the other side was like counting down, 5..4..3..2..1 tadaaa

i thought the whole klcc tower and suria will shut down the lights. well, its just the tower. and the restaurants around it had lit the candles. so sweet. JEALOUS. JEALOUS. hik hik. nothing much on that. by far i think malaysia just put her effort to contribute something. but its not enough. im really sorry to say this. i think malaysians are not well aware about the global warming. so thats it. im not going to say anything more about this. well hey give yourself a high five if you're into this global warming thing.

WHATEVER!!

ee i hate this time around. my office is going to shift back to our HQ which is situated in Taman Desa. my dept will only shift on friday. in three days time. i've packed my things over the weekend. almost done with my things. except for my pc here and table calender, a few pens, oh my~~my shoes under the table. thank goodness. as usual, i acted like angel-like. love to help others. yeah sure i can help but to those who close to me. you know, working in a public listed company. the politics, the clicks and all. and you have to know how to choose your friends. so, i got some issues with my HR manager. she's so ee i dont know how to explain. she's so arrogant and she thinks she is the boss. oh gth la. she called me early in the morning she said i have to pack for her. i was like hey thats your thing. go and pack yourself. then, my dept HOD ask me to do it. i have no choice but to do it. and now im so stressed out. the whole week plus the public holiday i have to work. my mom complaint i worked too much, sleep too little. eat less. and that is not good she says.

so this morning i helped my dept to cleaned out all the unwanted things. so we got this big boxes. when i opened it, damn its all handphones. oh my~~ i found the 1st nokia phone, then the second, 3210, 3310 and yeah it stop there. there is no updated phone. and moktar gave me the pager. wakaka the pager is long gone right? hee so pityfull, right. big company but so kedekut one bahaha then we opened the next big pandora box. tadaa guess what!! it full with back to date cameras, camera straps, tripods, casings, binoculors, and oh my~~ its polaroid camera. the instant photo thing. i remembered the last time i saw this camera when i was 12 or something. i went to an autoshow in PWTC with my dad. and there was a batmobile. i took a picture with batmobile and that guy sold the picture rm10. thats the last time i saw it. but today, i played with that camera. it's so cool. the camera is still good condition, there is film inside. i dont know where went wrong. i cant snap a picture. i really dont know how it worked. too bad. so as i digged in more, i found alot of films. it's Kodak Ektachrome 35mm, Kodak Gold. Fuji Superia. all expired film. i just took all of it. one full carrefour plastic bags. alala im rich lol. and i came know about the LOMO camera last few months back. they still use the films. hey lomo camera is cute. its a plastic camera. and they got superb effects. and im going to get a few of lomo cams. holga and diana and colorsplash and superspampler oh my~~ im listing all of it i think. so, im going to sell half of it and i'll keep the other half. anyway, check this site out www.lomography.com im 100% sure you'll love it. ok, i think i should stop now.

signing off.

love, xoxo

TaNk GiRL

tadaa my exclusive stencil t-shirt. here it is. not really the first t-shirt i've made. i think this is the third one. the other two were so unlucky to be on this blog. erm i'll try my level best to get them here. im really sorry because i dont have any camera. im not a gadget freak. i only use stand alone nokia handphone. so what! lol

ok let me introduce you with my tank girl top. it is my very expensive tank top that i ever had. DKNY white collection. since im not wearing it anymore due to im getting bigger or the shirt is shrinking down, or either way i dont have guts to throw it away, so that is why im doing this my so called stencil t-shirt project. and im already sick with the same shirt with everyone. and i love to be different.

so, this is my first freezer paper stencil. and it is awesome. i mean no hard work required. cutting the stencil is made easy. the fun part is when you do the painting. the stencil will stuck on your shirt and it wont moves around. no more smudges. the best part: freezer paper is not avail in malaysia. i've been searching it from grocery store, hypermarket, bookstore, stationary shop and i have found none. i was bright enough to search it at ebay. hey i got it. the girl sold it to me by yards. oh my~~ she's making profits out of it. naa i have no choice but to get what i wanted the most.

as you may see the end result. im loving it so much. and i'll do as many as i can to fill up my wardrobe. but too bad. i just had only two yards of the freezer paper. i've cutted a few more and now only left 1/2 yard. and the half yard im going to give to my tagged friend, cikkim since he asked me too many questions and im getting sick and i really hope he'll shut his mouth. i brought to my office and i showed to all my colleagues. "hey, jaja that is awesome. can you do it for me one" i want to learn about photoshop now. anyone?

Hobi: STENCIL

yahoo. yes lah. i made it!! aku dah buang semua TOXIC friends around me. pheww lega rasanya apabila tidak ada seorang pun yang berani nak mengGUNAkan aku. kalau y'all nak try, sila kan. gimme your best shot to utilised me. i repeat TRY HARD. ahaha

semenjak kebelakangan ini, shit my bahasa is slightly rosak. not slightly. i think i've done the ruined before me. so what the hack. i'll still blogging. and i wont stop. dont you dare to stop me!!
so, since sudah tidak ada kawan2, jadinya sudah tiada lagi malam-malam yg happening di hujung minggu. tiada lagi sesi berdansa di kelab-kelab malam. tidak ada lagi gelek-menggelek di kelab dangdut lol tiada lagi lepak di mamak place till morning. no more hangovers. i've done everything. the damages done. so maybe it's time for me to stay at home. be a tv freak - prison break, desperate housewives, spa Q, now hero season 2 is coming. woo gila lah. i cant even bare to leave the tv. memang peaceful. tapi aku akui sikap bosan menyelubungi aku di kala jam 10 malam di hari sabtu. buat bodoh sudah.

pada hari isnin dalam beberapa bulan yang sudah, aku terlintas untuk mencari hobi baru untuk mengisi waktu senggang aku. hobi: membaca? duhh boring yang amat. tapi anda harus pandai mencari bahan-bahan yang bagus untuk tidak membuat anda tertidur. hobi: berenang? nahhh not good enough for me. kat rumah tak ada swimming pool. tak best. geli nak gi public pool. hobi: menjahit? hee tak reti langsung and tak minat. hobi: stencil? yes lah. im loving it so much. it takes the whole night just to cut the stencil. the next day - paint it! jadi nya, hari minggu aku tidak lah begitu membosankan ;p

yahoo aku telah berjaya membuat stencil. tp aku rasa aku masih berada di takok yang pertama.
still need practising. perlu mengasah minda untuk menjadi kreatif. so far, aku dah buat beberapa stenciled t-shirt. walaupun hasil nya tak seberapa, tp aku tetap berpuas hati. sebab aku yg buat wakakaka so jikalau ada sesiapa yang sudi memberi tunjuk ajar, tolong lah saya yang agak baru dalam dunia stencil ini.

sekian, laporan dari aquariom SHEMOPHOGUS

xoxo

mono

ee lamanya tak buat apa-apa kat sini. everytime nak type, aku selalu discard. tak confident langsung nak publish blog ni. kenapa yer? admit la i got low self esteem. i tried to be brave, but i am a chickenshit. bukan nya orang kat luar tu kenal siapa buat blog ni. tapi tu lah dia. reality check in. i am a chickenshit. so what?! ahaha. funny kan.

i just wondering why people lie? it hurts, okay. you see, it's okay if you want to make some little white lies. but, lying about yourself? but why? just to impress people around you? does it make you feel good? does it make you proud of yourself? hey, come on. so let's say, i found out myself about you over the internet or whatever, how would i feel? now ask yourself what about it. and if you are in my shoe, would it hurt?

before you try to lie about anything else, you should think hard all the consequences. so i dont have to list down here :) what goes around, comes around. have a blast!!

xoxo